I had fucked the guy before. Once.
He’d been after me for years. But truth be told, I wasn’t that interested and he was like 16 miles away.
Two would be boner-killers. I know 16 miles doesn’t seem that far until you know it’s mostly 35mph
roads.
Now he was closer. 8 miles, if I was at home. But here I was at a Starbucks, less than a half a mile away.
He was decent. He had piercing eyes and an all too welcoming hole. He could make have resistance – and
tightly – when he wanted, but going in, it was like throwing a hotdog down a hallway.
I came. I left.
Fast forward three weeks (which included 2.5 weeks of begging for it again). Same Starbucks. Same
app. But now he had a friend over and he could get rid of him. I asked if his friend wanted to watch. He
claimed said friend didn’t know what a slut he was. “Doubtful”, was my internal monologue. I did have
the wherewithal to ask if his friend was good looking. If you read me, you know me well enough to
know that looks are normally my things - - if I’m getting fucked. But if I’m being watched, I’d rather not
have some slob eyeing me. I need some motivation. He claimed he was.
Seven minutes later, I’m at his door. He’s getting ready and tells me to go upstairs. His friend is indeed
good looking but not exactly my type. Mid height, dark hair, small dick that I could tell right away
through his mesh jock. No offense to mesh jock wearers, but why? I mean, unless you’re a stripper.
……and even then……..meh.
I wasted no time. I started stripping even before the host arrived. I finished before he arrived.
Immediately we got down to it. He got on his knees and started sucking my cock. The friend stayed on
the bed, watching intently. He watched the cock go in and out of the mouth. He wasn’t looking up at
me, to look in my eyes, at my reaction. At least not yet. He was fixated on my penis going into his
buddy’s mouth. He was interested in seeing my hand on the back of his head, holding his buddy down.
There was no gagging. Whore.
I asked the buddy if he liked what he saw. I mean, he’d be lying if he said ‘no’, right? He was interested
but not really hard. That should have been a clue to me. But he was into it. And I like being watched. I
think I know how to engage and put on a show. My take is: if I’m going to be watched, I’ll give them something at which to look. (just because it’s a sex post / blog doesn’t mean proper grammar shouldn’t
apply.)
The guy sucking me took a break and had to run down the hall (should have been a second clue) for a
minute. I asked the second guy if he wanted to blow me. He was trying to be deferential to the host, I
told him not to worry about it. He got on his knees and put my cock into his mouth.
He was good. Not great. At some point earlier, he mentioned how he had four kids, but now only into
guys. He was better than a novice cocksucker, but not as good as the host. Still he was more enthusiastic
than the host. He struggled with my last inch, but I tried to help him with a grip on the head. The host
wandered back in and got on the bed….face up. As I was standing near the side of the bed, he scooted
up and started eating my ass. It’d been a long day and I can attest I was not squeaky clean. Maybe not
even by a long shot. It did not deter him. He munched hole like a champ.
The buddy cocksucker kept up his valiant effort. My dirty talk went to him now. “Looks like you’re
really working on that cock, like you’re really working for the load”. He nodded. “Go for it – keep
working it, maybe you’ll get the reward”. He pulled off talking low saying it should go to the host and
went back to work. “It goes to whomever I say and whomever I find worthy”. The host pulled off my
ass and asked what we were saying, I told him to go back to eating my shitter. He did.
Buddy wanted me to fuck his friend but for me to pull out and feed him some cum. It’s a nice thought,
but that’s not necessarily how I perform. But deep down, I love his buddy would have fucked over the
host by taking my load. I know he wanted to. I know he wanted to do the “right thing”, but if it came
down to it, he would have taken every drop regardless of sexual social convention.
As it turns out, fucking was on the agenda. I wanted the host on his knees at edge of the bed. Like last
time, I basically fell in. His buddy talked about the load he took earlier that morning and the night
before. Whore!
I fucked. I did ok but nothing great, though by both of their assertions I was doing well. I think the
bottom was a good actor with his moans and such. The buddy got behind me and played with my
nipples, which normally does so much for me. With this guy? Nothing. He was remarkably bad at it –
and I couldn’t figure out how. Still, I persevered.
If I’m being totally honest – and I mean, why not? – I had to go internal to find a way to make it to the
finish line. I actually have a go-to past scenario which I think of when in need to cum if I’m struggling.
The story is actually documented here – years back – but I don’t reveal it, as then I’ll have to find
another one should I not be able to fully perform in the future.
I think it had been like five days since my last orgasm, so while it would be big, when it did arrive, even
I was surprised at the volume, the force, the toe curling nature of it all. And I was vocal. No words, per
se, but vocal nonetheless. The buddy fucking loved this, saying this is how a real man cums.
The ass squeezed my cock but hard. He has muscle tone but doesn’t use it much. At least with me. Yes,
he squeezed out every drop. But I shot deep deep up him, so there is that.
There was no ceremony about my leaving. I started to find my discarded clothes, glasses and phone.
This is when I realized there were clues I missed.
The guys were ok, but not good enough to put up with that kind of drug use. I’m not one to judge on
this, as I had my drug time, but once you start with needing spoons not for coke and syringe (that I
almost stepped on), I really have no need for you. My first clue should have been two guys “hanging
out” in the middle of the day.
I told the host after he hit me up to tell me was looking forward to the next time, via Scruff,
that was the last time. He immediately knew why, without me saying a word. “It’s not what you think………….I just use that to
measure out GHB and crystal”.
Ummmm….no, it’s exactly what I thought. What the fuck did you think I thought it was for – your
insulin? It is the problem with most users, besides not being in the moment (limp dick), they’re usually
stupid too.
There are plenty of men with which to play, I will actively avoid the known addicts.
2 comments:
Yeah, I've had to leave a places before when I see things like rubber hoses, spoons, and other paraphernalia. If you wanna tweak, that's fine; I just don't want any part of it.
I’ve missed your posts. I check for new posts everyday. Glad to see you return. Your stories are great. Your grammar is on point. Your writing is easy to follow. Lastly, you made a fantastic PSA regarding party drugs. Thank you so much for not only returning, but returning with a message.
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