A few weeks ago, RawTop wrote a blog entry where he is tempted to reveal identities of guys are who are basically flakes. I'd take it a step further and post their pics, if they provided them to me.
It has become clear to me that I'm slow. Slow to act. Slow to react. Slow to learn my lesson. You may as well just get one of those yellow diamond shaped signs that say: SLOW CHILD.
Deep down, I know I'm not a feeder or much of a top - yet for some reason, this last 6-8 months I have been trying to spread those wings - almost all have been unsuccessful attempts. Yesterday, in DC was no different.
I had successfully extracted a number of loads out of a number of different guys the few days before (more on those in a later post), so I thought on my last morning, I'd let someone help me get rid of my load.
Now, I've been blessed with a nice dick (I cannot take any credit for it - it was just standard issue on my model) so attracting guys to it is like flies to honey. Yeah, usually the wrong kind of fly, but still......
I did get a number of responses that intrigued me - and by guys who weren't too horrible and even pretty hot looking. While I have crafted good craigslist ads when I want to eat (or more), I need some work on perfecting when I need to feed - though I don't think that will be a problem, because I cannot see me doing it again. I'll stick to eating.
Anyway, I had a full seven day load in my nuts and thought I would reward someone. Here was my final selection:
Service oriented, eager gwm btm. 40, 5-9, 165#, fit, masc, shaved head, go-t, mod hairy, 7"c, expert cocksucker, tight willing hole, neg/ddf, discreet, safe, sane. love servicing a verbal top that knows what he wants and how he wants it. into sucking cock, balls, and more.
He showed up and looked just like his pics and his stats, so it started off promising.
And I will say, the guy had a nice mouth and a great tongue - and he had a flicking way of using said tongue on my ass that I am going to have to try to incorporate into my own oral skills.
While my ad clearly stated that I did not want my load wasted, I once again made the mistake of asking before they came over if they would indeed swallow every single drop. I'm too trusting. Or I think like a cocksucker - since I am one - that all cocksuckers want or crave the load. Silly me. Again.
During the blowjob, I asked the "cocksucker" when the last time he swallowed a load. I just assumed he would say something like 'yesterday', but my back went up when he responded 'months and months ago'. It somewhat quelled my fears when he responded, "because no one has forced me to take it." ...and he said it with a dirty look that I would have given any of my feeders.
So when it came time to unleash, I held him down and I held him down hard. And I held him down long. I didn't give him a centimeter to wriggle with between my crotch and his lips. If he insinuated he needed to be forced, then dammit, I'm running with it.
Then the motherfucker coughed up every drop I shot into my pubes and crotch. The asshole had no intention of taking any of it.
I couldn't hold back at least a look of major disdain. Or verbal. I pretty much told him to get the fuck out, while I went to clean up.
But trust me on the temptation to post his email and picture here. When I put a pic up here, I am pretty good about cropping out distinguishing features - but oh to do the full body and face shot!
When it comes down to it, I'm a bigger man than he is.
I'm going back to just servicing guys and not use my own dick. It is just not worth it.