I wish I had better stories to tell you of my top-abilities, but when I hit my groove, I'm pretty good, it's just finding that groove (pun not intended) is difficult for me. I know I'm truly a bottom who has had to branch out due to lack of opportunity to go butt-up.
So I have been going to a few cocksuckers to get my nut. It's ok. Not only do I learn more as a cocksucker - I give back to the community on how to do it.
That rotating group I occasionally attend is ok, and while I love to be watched and put on a show with my big cock and my bigger loads, it's growing a little thin for me. Though the last two I was at there is a married hottie that I would love to fall on my knees for. Though he might be "married" like these cocksuckers think I'm "married".
But I'm also trying to learn something about me.
In my one-on-one sessions, I'm a great feeder. Sorry for the boasting, but I am. Or becoming one.
I can put myself in their place, on their knees - and see what they see. I have been that guy. I AM that guy and would gladly switch places with him to do what he does.
But for some reason during these sessions, my cock remains rock hard!!! It never waivers in it's hardness. Why is this?
Partly I think it is because I can see the guy and his reaction to it. He is down there actually not just sucking my dick, but worshipping it. Giving me the props for how he loves it, how he needs it, how he'd do anything for it.
What guy doesn't want to hear that?
And what guy doesn't want to see this? (yes, it's me.)
This has been happening in a few one-on-one sessions. In a way, I'm digging it more and I know the cocksuckers are. Especially the one who'd do it in a group. He likes to take his time and to not be distracted.I'm liking the individual attention for all the same reasons. And the worship.
I can totally see why tops get off on this. It's so fucking affirming it is incredible.
We all know I've been the one to worship, but I like to think I can learn a thing or two from them - how they worship and why. I think we all know the latter, but it's the former that keeps me going back. ....well, that and I'm a man with needs.
None of them are great cocksuckers, but they've got great attitudes. They've been doing it long enough that I'm not sure they'll become better dickie lickers, but you never know. And sometimes you go back for other reasons.
Like to be worshipped.
It's not so bad. Honest.
7 comments:
I often tend to forget how enjoyable it is to just suck a guy off when we're all so focused on fucking. Thx for reminding me... I think I'll go suck some dick now :)
I love sucking cock also. I read an article on different techniques of giving head and learned a lot. I really like to see that the one I am servicing is really enjoying themselves. I always look foward to getting the opportunity to improve myself as a cock sucker.
Wow. You have really set the bar high for your life experiences. Congratulations. Great work.
I can't believe I'm going to be the first one to comment on what a great cock you have! I drop to my knees for it.
Just sayin'.
That pic is a joke, right? That can't be of you. If it is, well, then the thrill is gone for reading this blog. Damn!
How can anyone think that photograph of your cock is flattering. It is one of the worst cock pics I have ever seen! I wouldn't worship that!
Yes, indeed, nice cock. Well, I like to go nude -- not because I have anything to show, or even like to be looked at -- but because I think it's only fair that if you're going to be a voyeur, you have to "give back" to the program. And so it is, I think, with your favorite pasttime: sometimes, you just have to "give back." Great post, well articulated and enlightening. Please keep writing.
Best regards, Bart
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