Expanding Limits

Let’s talk about piss – shall we?

My menu of things I sexually won’t do is way shorter than the ones I would. There will always be a ‘no’ list, but I would like to make it a little shorter.

Before I get into a few stories down the road in other posts, I feel this piece is needed to set the stage. So this won’t be an active sex post, per se, but a launching pad.

I know I’ve mentioned piss here and there before, but not in great numbers and even in limited context.

My first time with urine, was with a hot guy (well, late 1980s hot) who would eventually go on to be on the cover of Inches magazine. I first met him in a bookstore where he abruptly left our booth – and I thought he’d just taken off. Turns out, he met another guy, got the guy off into his hand and brought it back to the booth in which I was residing and made me eat it from his hand. I’ll admit, it was hot.

Cut to months later, I was sucking him in my apartment and he gripped my head. I felt him “cumming” and thought it was soon into the bj to shoot. It took me a few seconds to realize it wasn’t cum. I tried pulling off but his grip got tighter. I swallowed…………some. But he wasn’t controlling the flow..or if he was, he was making it like a hose. Too much, too fast. We made a mess. I always felt that was my bad intro into piss and it became a non-starter for me later in life, not that the opportunity came up much.

I’ve played in Monterrey, home, a hotel and a guy’s place other times. The first two were guys pissing on me. It was ok. The hotel, I was drunk and a guy wanted to come over, eat my ass and drink my piss. I had a lot to give and he took it like a champ. And the guy’s house, well, I think I wrote about (maybe all of these) before. He had a pitcher of water and wanted me to suck him but fed me some piss. Controlled, but still a lot. We didn’t get far.

I have a mental hang up with piss and it manifests itself physically. Clearly, no issues taking cum. I eat as like a hero! So why piss? I get the more yellow it is, the smell alone is a turn off for me. But I find even with the running clear, I can take a small swig and then I start to involuntarily gag.

A normal person would just say the act is off the menu. The thing is: I don’t want it to be. But I don’t know how to get over it. #A few years back, at CLAW, I approached a guy who claimed to be into hypnosis. I asked if it is possible to by hypnotized to get over this and to be able to drink and swallow piss. He said yes. We have back and forth emails, but never came to an agreement to do it. It’s still on my radar.

I did reach out to friend in Philly who took up drinking piss later in life. “Sam” went over to a guy’s house he met on line. The guy wanted him to try it, and had him lean over the toilet, so if it didn’t go well, he could just piss in there. But it did go well. Sam and the trick were both surprised that he drank everything. This still stumps me on how someone can do that first time.

Sam told me, it’s like the idea of eating ass. You probably weren’t wild about it. And I wasn’t. But I remember the reaction from the guy I did it to. And that I grew to like it. And then you kind of make it a mission to keep doing it. But like Sam and piss, I was drawn to eating butt immediately. So I got the analogy, just not how to get over the piss barrier.

Oh – and the funny thing about Sam is, he loathes the idea of getting piss on him. No one is pissing on him and even if it accidentally hits him, he’s done. So we have opposite experiences with this body fluid.

Sam and I talked extensively about the ‘no’ list and how after piss, I might be done with crossing things off – like the sounding kit he bought but refuses to use as he wants nothing stuck up his piss hole. I get it. Totally. But I said scat is a non-starter, and while he isn’t into that he did say there are worse things like blood and pus. PUS?? I chided him for what kinds of groups he might be running with. You can keep women and animals too. Not on my list. I’m sure there is a litany of other things that are the way outliers that I wouldn’t even care to know about.

All that said, I’m willing to hear people’s comments (they can email me privately, as opposed to comments)

And all that said, I have been playing more and more with piss. You read about the guy in the public stall who drank mine, but I have no issue giving (unless I’m pee shy suddenly). I have a few guys that it’s come up as of late, so we will delve into that here and there.

Let’s see how (or if) this all unfolds.