Feeding Time

 Feeding Time

That is the message I usually get via Grindr. Usually once per day. Sometimes several times per day. 

This all started a month or two back – but still in the Black Signal timeframe. It’s not saying I’m getting “it” once per day, but the attempt is there.  Kind of. 

Consistency and ability to follow through are an issue with this guy.  He’s 29, about 6’, slim, maybe 170. But sports a nice cock. The one he sends in pics might be his, but done from an angle that adds an inch or so not just in length but girth. It’s still almost 8, which isn’t bad………..at all.  And yes, in regards to ‘the signal’, he is black. 

Still, he’d text he’s ready, but he isn’t. He’d text he’s at Location A, but he isn’t. He’d text he’s ready to blow a load, but he isn’t. Sometimes he is, but finding ‘x’ in that equation is tough and often fruitless. 

But it’s BBC, and I have a weakness for it. I am aware of this, no one needs to tell me. It’s 8” of black meat that I want in my mouth. I want to feel it, smell it, taste it and of course, extract a load out of it.  I want him to know that his cock is superior and that I am a cocksucker. Though I think he already knows it. And he knows I kind of say ‘how high’ when he says ‘jump’.  Of course, ‘jump’ = ‘feeding time’. 

In the course of this month or two – and the dozens and dozens of texts – I have maybe gotten him fully off about 3-4 times. The rest are attempts at getting him off. He scares easily and leaves the scene quickly even when it’s not warranted. 

When it does happen, it’s nice. A great cock that fits in my mouth nicely. I’d like to worship more, but given the circumstances it becomes a blowjob. It’s more bobbing quickly to stimulate release than it is a down to the root for the attention it needs and deserves. And he’s so herky jerky about who might be approaching (and never does), that it tends to end abruptly, or almost worse, he jacks off near me.  There have been times he hasn’t let me take the load, sometimes he has. I’m fairly certain he thinks I won’t take the load, so he doesn’t attempt it – as if he’s forgotten I’ve swallowed before. 

A few times, as I sit and lean in to blow him, he reaches over me and down, running his hand across my ass, and even finding the hole to just trace his finger over.  I love the idea of taking eight black inches up my hole, but I know it cannot happen where we are.  He can’t commit to some head, he’ll never get through a boning. A few times he’s grabbed below my chin as to hold / guide me. 

When he does cum, it’s a nice load. Good viscosity. Good flavor. Decent amount. But he’s 29. I’m assuming he’s getting himself off a few times per day. Maybe by himself. Maybe by me. Maybe with others. 

It’s a great cock. I wish he were more engaged or more reliable. I get who / what I am makes me at the mercy of a feeder.